The caretakers’ reality
The caretakers, who are the social workers in the Zone, say that Anja
works on the street until 11pm and then comes to the Zone almost every
night.
She starts her night at the Zone with a coffee in the Keet (a container
in the Zone), and she is pleasant. As the night progresses her mood
changes.
When she comes into the Keet late at night she is not good. Everything is wrong. There are not enough clients …
My reality
Anja is thin and tall, with long hair.
She wears light makeup. She is delicate. When she starts talking you
notice that her teeth are missing on one half of her mouth. She shakes
and moves a lot.
She believes everything that she tells me.
During our 3 hours together she is friendly, focused and coherent. She doesn’t go to the bathroom and doesn’t need a break.
When we go shopping together, she becomes radiant.
She is excited and tries on at least 8 different items of clothing.
She invites me into her change room to see how the clothes fit. She is
so thin, that size 6 clothes hang loosely off her waist and hips. She
buys a pair of dark brown striped pants that have a cord on their waist
to tighten the fit. She buys a light green scarf.
When I see her later that night at the Keet she is a different person.
She seems to have swallowed her earlier self. She wears the clothes we
bought. She is quiet and reserved. She doesn’t talk to me, she
doesn’t look at me. She has a coffee and then steps out of the Keet
into the Zone.